inspired

i found out about this whole iwrotethisforyou blog thing. heard about it before, thought it was just another cliche blog. but today i seemed to ran out of websites to check out so i checked that blog out and read every single post. oh man, they're brilliant. love the photography, amazingly beautifully done. and i love the fact that they're two different people from two different worlds. nice idea guys. and i've also checked out that post secret blogs. i seem to be so into post secrets nowadays, i dont know. at first post secrets seemed to be somewhat disturbing but i like it now. if you guys are interested, i'll put up the link at the end. hehe.

i cant believe i'm going to say this, but i'm turning anorexia. i cant eat. i never seem to be hungry nowadays. i'm making people worried and making myself worry, sorry guys. i know i'm at my most pathetic stage but i'm really trying to be myself again. sorry if im changing into a different person, alot of people have been warning me about that. sometimes i just don't realize what i'm doing. nadia told me today she hasn't seen me as sad as i was. just that second, it hit me. "what are you doing?"



http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com/